…no matter what is going through my mind. I barely ate today. I’ve been passing this excess all weekend. I can’t seem to stop thinking about tomorrow. I don’t want to check my BP, because I know that shit is going to be high. I’m sitting still, but I feel my heart pounding out of my chest. I am still phenomenal no matter what I think.
Look at him. A creation that I took part in. If I never have the opportunity to do this again, I am still phenomenal. I should be blogging about BLINK and my most recent sessions, but I can’t. They’re all in my drafts. I want to give them the same attention that I’ve given this miscarriage. I just can’t yet. I don’t know how I’m feeling. I don’t really want to talk to anyone. I just want it to be over. I have my moments still. But guess the hell what?!? I am still phenomenal. If I’ve been quiet or standoffish, it’s because I don’t do well with ppl checking in on me. Just pray that I wake up with working lady parts. I am still phenomenal. Until, I snap back..